There’s a Lot on My Mind

As I lay here on my bed, after reading and rereading a take-home final, I am beginning to question my place in this great university. When I look around me, successful students left, right, and center, I can’t help but wonder what got me here in the first place. I don’t really know what I’m doing on this final, I haven’t felt truly comfortable with a topic since high school, and sometimes, I feel like my efforts to learn are fruitless attempts to master concepts I was never meant to master.

Maybe I’m just tired of running in circles around this final. Maybe I’m just worn out from final after final after final. Maybe I’m just feeling a little insecure about myself at 4:00 am.

I don’t know.



~ by thechanster on 3:56 am, Wednesday, March 18, 2009.

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